Wednesday, 20 January 2016

Overall Project Evaluation

To begin with, my project consisted of Street Photography, whereby I visited Norfolk, Leigh-on-sea, Brighton, and London, Spain as well as shot photos in my hometown. These images within these shoots consisted of photos of strangers walking past, as well as the 'tourist attractions' of each place. For instance, in Brighton I shot images of the beach, the Brighton Wheel and the pier, which is what Brighton is best known for. I did the same for each place I visited, as I wanted to express the 'Identity' of each place, through the tourist attractions that they are best known for.

However, after 5 shoots I decided that each shoot was producing similar images, which I wanted to move away from. Therefore, for my shoot 6, I decided to shoot in my hometown, and focus on Location Portraiture. To do this, I focused on different backgrounds and different places within Harlow such as a park, an underpass and Staple Tye. I enjoyed this shoot a lot more as I did capture the places best known in Harlow, but I also had a sole focus of the model I was shooting portraits of. This shoot was also very enjoyable because I was able to experiment with different portraiture techniques, and figure out which backgrounds were best for these techniques.

After this shoot, I continued shooting Portraiture, but used the studio a lot more. For instance, I did two shoots revolving around Emotional Portraiture, whereby I used different types of lighting to depict different moods. For instance, I used multiple coloured gels to express different emotions, such as blue for sadness, red for anger, and yellow and pink for happiness. I also used both black and white backgrounds deepening on the emotion that I wanted to emulate. I also reshot this shoot, but only used dark or high key lighting, to express sad and happy. These shoots helped me discover different lighting techniques, and also work out which lighting is best for different shots.

After researching different Photographers, I came across Gillian Wearing who shot a project titled "Signs That Say What You Want Them To Say", whereby she asked strangers on the street to write down a few words on a piece of paper, and hold them up whilst she shot a photo of them. The best known one being a well dressed man holding up the sign "I'm Desperate", it is because of Wearing's work that I was influenced to create my own Sign images whereby I asked models to write really heart provoking and emotional sentences on a piece of paper, and hold them up over their faces. This follows on my emotional theme, which continues throughout the portraits in my project.

It is because of this Sign shoot that I decided to focus more on Mental Illnesses and sad thoughts. Which influenced my next shoot, whereby I shot self-portraits of myself pulling at my face, with tape over my mouth etc. I also used different editing techniques to make these images more thought provoking and shocking. For instance, I used different blur filters to blur everything out of the images apart from my face. I also used black and white to emulate the depressing and dark feelings that the images were indicating.

I have completed to shoots experimenting with water, whereby I used two different models, one of which was in the shower and the other was in the bath, followed up this shoot. In these shoots, both models were "drowning" in the water. I did this to portray the feelings of frustration, numbness, emptiness and overload of emotions and thoughts that come with suffering with a mental illness. These two shoots were the most experimental out of my entire project, and I believe the final straight images came out very well. I also used the black and white effect as well as different colour toning to depict dark, light and cold feelings.


All of my portraits are thought provoking, and each portray a different emotion which should make every viewer think about the models story, or why they feel that way, or what made them feel like that. I wanted my photos to create questions, and to really show what Mental Illnesses are like and how people feel when suffering with them. Overall, I have enjoyed shooting both street photography as well as portraiture as I have been able to explore two completely different and unique sides of 'Identity' and have been able to experiment with all of my images, as well as learn new skills with my camera and in the editing field.

Connecting Essay 5

My Image: 


Image I have found on the Internet: 


My image was taken in my shoot in Harlow, whereby I solely focused on Location Portraiture, as I wanted to move away from Street Photography gradually. In this image, I asked my model to walk along the center of the road, walking away from the camera. Therefore, this creates a mysterious feeling for the image. This also creates depth as the road narrows the further away it gets from the camera. I also like that the lighting is bright around the model, but the model himself appears like a black silhouette as he is wearing dark clothing. I like this effect because it makes the model the boldest and darkest part of the image. 

The image I have found on the Internet is of a lady standing in the middle of a pathway, walking away from the camera, in between a street of buildings. From this shot, we can see depth as the road and buildings narrow as they gradually get further away from the camera. Also the effect is a yellowy-Sepia colour, which makes the image look old and rustic. I also like that the model is really far away from the camera and facing away, so that they are just a silhouette. I also like that the lighting is rather bright because it is reflecting off the middle of the road, which looks like the path that the model has walked. 

These image slink because they both show a model walking away from the camera along a road/pathway. Both images also have quite high key lighting, which makes the model look like a black silhouette, making the image quite mysterious. I believe both of these images depict a story as they raise questions as to why the model is walking away, rather than walking towards the camera. We also cannot see either of the models faces, so know nothing about them. Both of the images show depth as the pathways become narrower as they follow to the background of the image. 


Connecting Essay 4

My Image: 


Image I have found on the Internet: 


My image above was created for my Mental Illness shoot. To do this, I shot multiple self-portraits of myself pulling my face in odd directions. Within Photoshop, I then layered these images on top of each other, and lowered the opacity of each one (except the background image) so that all the images could be seen. This has created a shocking, and quite disturbing image as the final photo shows myself pulling my eyelids and lips in various directions all at once, which makes my face look extremely strange. I also made this photo black and white to add to the creepiness. I enjoyed creating this photo, and the concept behind it was to show the feeling of being trapped and pulled apart, like somebody suffering with one or more mental illnesses. 

The image I have found on the Internet is a portrait of a man, looking wide-eyed, directly at the camera, with six different hands grabbing different parts of his face. This photo is very dark and spooky, because of the black and white effect, but also because the hands are sinking in to the mans skin and mouth. This photo is incredibly creepy because despite the man being pulled apart, he is still looking directly in to the camera. Also, the image is obviously extraordinary as there are six hands, so it could be seen that the man himself has six hands, each pulling at his mind. 

These images link because they are both black and white, and both show hands pulling at somebodies face. The image that I have created was actually influenced by the image that I found on the Internet, as I wanted to recreate the concept but using transparency through Photoshop. I like the idea of multiple hands pulling at different parts of your face, because both images could be seen that the individual themselves are pulling apart their own minds, trying to get out. This idea was linked to my mental illness shoot as I wanted to express the feelings of suffering from different mental illnesses, one feeling being frustration and multiple thoughts.